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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
12:24 am	WTF journal is weird, sorry! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Twilight Princess -- A Shaow in their World (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:11 am	Hey! Meant to post this in other journal, sorry. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Mother -- The World of Mother (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
10:50 pm	IT! Did a short rambling little Furfur fic for IT. :) -------------------------------------------------------- ( Interesting Times -- Tourist Attraction ) Current Mood: okay Current Music: Silver Mt Zion -- Stumble, Then Rise on Some Awkward Morning (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
11:18 pm	I made a Christmas In Nomine fic. :D It's silly, it's disjointed, and it is not canon in any way, but it is fun to think about. I hope you all like. --------------------- ( Fruitcakes ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Under the Milky Way (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:25 am	WHY OH GOD WHY AM I STILL AWAKE ON CHRISTMAS EVE WHICH IS NOW CHRISTMAS DAY. oh I know why it's because I've become a filthy fanfic addict and I'm reading it and writing it and oh God I need to sleep for tomorrow I hate family gatherings ;___; Merry Christmas I guess. Hope you got cool presents. :D;;; ...ONLY 2:27 WHAT'S ANOTHER HALF HOUR? Current Mood: tired Current Music: Explosions in the Sky -- Snow and Lights (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
6:55 pm	Bittersweet -- Michael & Baal Okay, so maybe I'm hooked on doing ficstuff now, but I'm so happy to write and get inspiration for ideas, so who am I to complain? :D; This is yet another in the Bittersweet series of fics. This one is pretty short, but it had to be to get the point across well. Enjoy! C&C welcome, as always. :) ( Bittersweet: Michael & Baal ) Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: A Silver Mt. Zion -- For Wanda (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:42 am	Oh yeah. Ah, forgot. Here's a much sillier, shorter, and cuter fic about the birth of a demonling named Drippy, from a game I run where she's a minor character. May as well post it! ( A Little Drippy ) Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
1:01 am	Bittersweet -- Kobal & Haagenti Whew. Okay, I did another in the Bittersweet series, because I had the need to write. I'm not sure I like this one as much as the other one, or if it's as good, but I tried my best to make the idea work, so I hope you like it. Here you are. :) ( Bittersweet: Kobal & Haagenti ) Current Mood: tired Current Music: A Silver Mt. Zion -- Stumble, Then Rise on Some Awkward Morn (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
5:53 pm	Bittersweet -- Blandine & Beleth Yaaaaay! So this is my first post in, what, a year or two? Yeah. :D;; Anyways, I did a fic to pass the time. I got an idea for a series for In Nomine; what if the price of a Prince going to Heaven was always a heavy one, that almost made it seem not worth it? Thus, Bittersweet. I started with, of course, Blandine and Beleth. Warning! This is sort of sad and sick and maybe not written well! But I like it, and maybe you will too. Enjoy. ( Bittersweet: Blandine & Beleth ) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Tales of Destiny -- Dreams (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
7:16 pm	Interesting Times Fic Furfur got pissed, and moaned at me to get this fic done, or else he'd do something loud and really obnoxious. So I complied! Set in Beth's Interesting Times setting, reflecting on how Armageddon treated everyone's favorite little Furball. ( Interesting Times: One Note in All the World ) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: The Mars Volta - Concertina (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
5:07 pm	Heya everyone! Just letting you all know I'm alive and well. Kinda. :D Things have calmed down around the house. I'd give details, but there are so many my hands would turn into bony claws of red agony from typing them all out. Suffice to say that my family isn't torn to bits, and we may all get back together eventually. I'm sticking around till mid-August to make sure it all checks out, and then I'm probably leaving. Work is good, apart from a few things. ( Angry Janitors/Custodians/Maintinence People Are Bad ) I got the car too, at last. I need to wait a week for my new title to come in for it, and then we have to deliver it to the registry, but it's as good as gold otherwise. BIG relief. Seeing how work and stress has reduced my stamina to that of a 90-pound cat with three legs, I've been doing a lot of lazing about and watching of TV. No regular internet helps this habit. Sure, all I watch is Law & Order, Cartoon Network, and a dash of Nickelodean (such a bad network now), but it's fun! I get to watch the good shows, and laugh at the really bad shows and make up wild theories. ( TV Is Funny ) Current Mood: tired (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 2nd, 2004
8:18 pm	More shit hitting bigger fan. Oooooookay. Now I'm quasi-screwed. The hospital won't accept Mom for therapy, much less anything else. We're stuck with her. Dad is ranting and raving about getting a new place within the month and moving out, and since I haven't been his loyal yes-man about everything, he's told me I can leave, that he doesn't want me around anymore. Since he plans on moving into his mother's house, my grandparents house, where I was gonna be carted off to at first, this leaves me precious few options. I'm hating this. I hate how Dad can't accept the idea that he may be wrong about something, I hate what's happened to my Mom, I hate my Dad's inability to stop swinging between kind and understanding and total asshole who hates me, and I can't stand how I'm tossed aside and hated by everyone but my brother now. Just, you know, FUCK. In other news, work was fun but really tiring today. I'm not gonna likje giving my two-weeks notice. Blah. Just when I found a job, too... Current Mood: ARRRRRGH (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
12:43 pm	Ooooookay. That's it. A part of me is starting to ask if alcohol really isn't a bad idea afterall. Life has taken a total and disgusting 180 of late. First of all, my Mom. She's not good at all. Her memory is COMPLETE shit, and I don't thinm she'll ever get better. Especially since my Dad and my grandma are in CONSTANT conflict about it. My grandmother is a selfish cunt who was never a good mother to begin with and doesn't want to help mom, and dad is WAY too fucking volatile and defensive right now. The fact that his grandfatherm the guy who raised him, died last week didn't help. Everyone is a giant grabbag of hostility and anger. EVERYONE. Everyone is telling me to take care of my Mom, keep an eye on my Dad, watch my grandma, etc. Apparently, I'm the only asshole in a 500 mile radius with any fucking sense or maturity to deal with this, and it makes my stomach churn. I dunno what to do. I really don't. Dad is screaming about moving out of the house soon when we really don't have the money or power to do so. While I don't want Mom in a hospital or home either, I have ti queston Dad's ability to be reasonable about what's best for her. It's all fucked, and everyone is being a total immnature DIPSHIT about this. Arrrrrrgh. Not to mention I won't even have an internet connection if we move to my other grandparents house. Dunno. Steressed, tired, sick. I probably won't be around for a loooooong while. I can't do the INL or the SSO anymore. Maybe SSO again somnetome, and I'm MEGA sorry I can't do iut and have pouyt it on delay, but there;s way too much to deal with right now. Sorry, everyone. I just need to weather another shitstorm foir a while and see how this striong of disasters turns out. Current Mood: FUCK (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 26th, 2004
4:49 pm	ARGH. Another fast update from my cousin's house! No, not dead yet. Almost, though. I FINALLY get the router this week. Lots of teeth-grinding anger and insanity been going on. Hope to see you all soon and stuff. Oh God. More work and getting up at 5:00am. I friggin hate the morning shift. Especially when I get it 7 days in a row. Current Mood: rushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
3:18 pm	Hey all, mega-fast update from my cousin's comp. All the computers were moved, and I'm not gonna have the internet for who knows how long. May be a week, may be months. Waiting on grandmother to hurry up and decide something. Sorry I can't be around for RP and the like. :( anyways, thanks, hope to see you all later. At least when I do get the net back, it'll be GREAT, because I finally have the comp in my cellar! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 26th, 2004
4:09 pm	Fic stuff! (This fic was inspired by cpip's musings, and Blandine's opinion of Valefor from Superiors 4. Enjoy!) ( Love is Blind ) Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Earthbound -- Scaraba (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 20th, 2004
5:39 pm	Claude? Crawd. Clause. Curaudo. Crawdad. Clawshrimp. Cocobonga. Clicky. Clingbang. Chingbling. ROBOCOP. Current Mood: silly Current Music: Infected Mushroom -- Deeply Disturbed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 30th, 2004
12:51 pm	Happy! Well! I feel unusally happy and peaceful today. I think it's because I had very happy dreams last night, and though I can't recall them too well, I know they were very nice. Otherwise... the weather is improving, and I'll be leaving here soon maybe, so, good stuff! :D and GAMAGE. Much much gamage to be done. Hopefully, when I get a job, I'll still have time to do all that I do. ;-; I know I'll be able to though. So... random update to say I'm happy!! Yay! :D Current Mood: happy Current Music: Squarepusher -- Circlewave (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 15th, 2004
7:05 am	Woooo-hoooo! Hey there early bird LJ-goers! It's me, your local loopy cuddly Cherub girl, Sirea! It's 7am on a bright and crystal-cold day in January here, with temperatures averaging at or below zero! Exciting. ( Text Is Here For Reading! ) Ugh. Mist. Stay /out/ of the mist. Current Mood: Hard to describe, really. Current Music: Infected Mushroom -- Converting Vegetarians (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
4:21 pm	I feel... horribly depressed today, for some reason. Which is curious, since I had a mostly good night last night. Maybe it's just a million little things I've been thinking about, and this really sad music I'm listening too, but I just suddenly feel overwhelmed with a crushing sense of apathy and despair, and I can't precisely say why. Life seems like it'd be getting better, but everything still feels the same, and I still feel utterly trapped and helpless and angry at myself for not ever doing anything of use. Just the usual pointless angst, I guess. I dunno. I think I'm gonna go lay down for a while and... do something. Maybe just veg in the dark and stuff. Yeah. Bluh. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: 28 Days Later -- Ascent (3 Comments |Comment on this)